Thankyou to those who left me.You showed me that nothing lasts forever

Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long.You're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple.It's quite complex.It's a mix of about everything.

It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement.It's almost every feeling you can imagine.You know love when you find it, it's that person that when they smile it brightens up your day.You can't stop staring at them for fear of losing them.They're always on your mind.You daydream of being with them, even if they're less than 20 feet away and you can't stand it when they're not with you.

The worst feeling you could ever feel is when you know that person you love is not with you.You can't tell when love will happen, you just know when it does, that moment when you first lay eyes on that person, and you never want to look away-that is love.Nothing less than a perfect feeling.

I don’t know where you are, or what you're doing right now. No matter if you hate me now, or love me still I always will. I'll always remember you as the wide eyed boy who I fell in love with, not the tired eyed boy who I grew to despise. But I heard this saying right here "You don’t just stop loving someone, you either never did or you always will."

I trusted you because you were the closest thing to myself I have ever found in another person.I let you know so much about me for you only to run away again and prove me wrong.This has changed you so much.And its like you are falling from the crease of my heart scratching it deap as you struggle not to let go.But we both know that its a sure thing.We cant stop it.


So I guess I still love you.Even if I move on, or you move on, it doesn’t mean I don’t still love you. It just means I loved you enough to let you be happy. I want what’s best for you. So hear me out. I love you, I always will.Trying to forget about someone you loved, is like trying to forget what the back of your hand looks like,whatever you do there is always something to remind you of that thing your trying to forget.But it’s time for me to move on.

Goodbye...
I love you...Forever.

I was never wrong.I once thought I was wrong but I was mistaken.

To hide is to shyly remain alone away from all others out of fear. This is an attempt to erase yourself from the minds of those who have seen you, to leave them with a whisper of information about you and nothing more until that whisper is a silence, and their memory of you fades but doesn't ever disapear only because you wish for it to. So you can hide all you wish but your presence is never non-existant.You can hide from the world all you want but never completly, those who hide are many a time the ones searched for by curious eyes.

You had your turn and you treated me like trash that you wanted to burn. All I got to say is I'm walking away. Don't try to change my mind because I'm not pressing rewind. I'm looking straight ahead and to me this relationship is now dead.I want to be alright without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, I just want to stop lying to myself. You've been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it's time to let you go. It's time I stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it's time I think about myself for a change. It's time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. It's time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So its better to take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

WEARY OF LIFE

Tired with this life i am
Never did i taste such a thing
My thoughts are just soo jammed
Like the council of a king....

I dont know what should i do
When i am hanging around in a crossroad
Where kind-hearted and honest so few
And heart burdened with a huge load....

A load of living such a life
Where there no end is
For sorrows and grief
And lips heavy with the devil's kiss....

Weary I am with this life
Arms raising out to embrace death
I cannot live in this strife
When my life is full of wrath....

Troubles are not gonna end I know
In ones life ups and downs are for sure
Bliss may fall in its height low
For this there is no remedy or cure....

But i in search of bliss wonder around
My case is horrendous than everyone else
Troubles and strifes are unending found
And in my life all ups are just false....

Downs never get too long
Nor do they take much time to go
But I am lost in this throng
Of troubles who no sign of leaving show....

Lost i am soo much in this burden
That impossible it is to come out
From this burden that on me is laden
Only my end can pull me out....

Heartbreaker

There’s a line that you cross,
When you’ve lost someone, and you can’t accept it
Oh no, ohoh
There’s a space in between a denial (?)
knowing that I can’t erase it,
Can’t face it, noo
You never be the one that gonna find themselves alone, noo (not sure about this one)
You never be the one to beg excuse of what you’ve done
You’re a heartbreaker , breaker
Tell me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heartbreaker, breaker
Leave me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heartbreaker
All the walls come down in the end
And nothing ever last forever oh no, hey
There’s a line up ahead
I know I (give?) it
It’s taken only make me stronger (also not sure)
Make me stronger, yeah
You never be the one who gonna find themselves alone
You never be the one to beg excuse of what you’ve done
You’re a heart breaker,breaker
Tell me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heartbreaker, breaker
Leave me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heartbreaker, breaker
Breaker, breaker
Whatever it is, whatever it was
I know you’ve done this before
I say, whatever it is, whatever it was
I just gotta let it go
You’re a heartbreaker, breaker
Tell me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heartbreaker, breaker
Leave me now, now now now
Tell me tell me
Why did you gone and break my heart
Tell me tell me
why did you gone and break my heart
You’re a heartbreaker
Tell me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heartbreaker, breaker
Leave me now
Why the hell you gotta be a heart breaker, breaker breaker breaker breaker..

Why Not Me

Escaping nights without you
with shadows on the wall
my mind is running wild
trying hard not to fall
you told me that you love me
but say I'm just a friend
my heart is broken up into pieces
cos I know
I'll never free my soul
it's trapped between true love and being alone
when my eyes are closed
the greatest story told
I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

why oh why
tell me why not me
why oh why
we were meant to be
baby i know i could be all you need
why oh why oh why
I wanna love you
if you only knew how much I love you
so why not me

the day after tomorrow
I'll still be around
to catch you when you fall
and never let you down
you say that we're forever
our love will never end
I've tried to come up
but it's drowning me to know
you'll never free my soul
it's trapped in between true love and being alone
when my eyes are closed
the greatest story told
I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

Tell me baby
why oh why
tell me why not me
why oh why
we were meant to be
baby i know I could be all you need
why oh why oh why
I wanna love you
if you only knew how much I love you
so why not me

you won't ever know
how far we can go
you won't ever know
how far we can go (go)

why oh why
tell me why not me
why oh why
we were meant to be
baby I know I could be all you need
why oh why oh why

why oh why
tell me why not me
why oh why
we were meant to be
baby I know i could be all you need
why oh why oh why oh why
I wanna love you
if you only knew how much I love you
so why not me