Sunday, November 7, 2010
I was never wrong.I once thought I was wrong but I was mistaken.
To hide is to shyly remain alone away from all others out of fear. This is an attempt to erase yourself from the minds of those who have seen you, to leave them with a whisper of information about you and nothing more until that whisper is a silence, and their memory of you fades but doesn't ever disapear only because you wish for it to. So you can hide all you wish but your presence is never non-existant.You can hide from the world all you want but never completly, those who hide are many a time the ones searched for by curious eyes.
You had your turn and you treated me like trash that you wanted to burn. All I got to say is I'm walking away. Don't try to change my mind because I'm not pressing rewind. I'm looking straight ahead and to me this relationship is now dead.I want to be alright without you. I want to smile, I want to laugh, I just want to stop lying to myself. You've been pulling me down for way too long and I know now it's time to let you go. It's time I stop worrying about you and your precious little life; it's time I think about myself for a change. It's time I treat myself right and leave behind those who don't. It's time I dig myself out of this hole and start all over again.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So its better to take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.