Thursday, September 2, 2010

The best thing about me is you.

As I gazed into your eyes -something inside me forever changed...
You laid there by my side and gave me a smile
that tore down the walls surounding my Heart.

I found what I'd been looking for all along..
that magic feeling I could never have before.
I felt you there.. beside me.. taking my hand in yours..

When the tears faded away and I came to my senses -You gave me a promise
I'd been dying to hear since the moment we met...
You Told me that we'll always be together..
Time and space ceased to be..
Our threads of fate became one..

All the pain, doubt and fear in the world would not keep us apart..
Not anymore..
If I'd have died right then and there in your arms
it wouldn't matter..
It still would have been the happiest momentof my life..

Death is only death.. and you.. are so much more.
But then something happened..
The dream ended..
I was forced to open my eyes only to realize..
that I had lost you once again..

I had returned back to reality - along with the sad shards of my broken Heart..
The torment of nothingness inside me caused greif unlike any other..
And still..
I wouldn't trade that one moment of true happieness..
for anything..
even if it was just a dream..
Though just a pleasent illusion - the time we shared together felt real enough to me..
And that's why I love the nightly darkness so..
For I can't wait to close my eyes.. fall asleep once more.. and find you there again.